Eerder dit jaar op 20 september poste ik een bericht over mijn nieuwe ochtendroutine. Mocht je em gemist hebben, hier vindt je hem. Heel enthousiast durfde ik zelfs te zeggen dat ik ervan uitging dat ik het vol ging houden, deze nieuwe gewoonte en langzamerhand zou ik hem optimaliseren. Ik faalde. Desondanks ik het zo fijn vond ging ik terug naar mijn oude routine, hallo opstaan op het laatste moment. Hoewel het me niet veel slechts deed ging het wel in tegen waar ik juist zo enthousiast over was. Ik wil graag eerder wakker worden.
Over the last couple of years I’ve had a whole world gone open to me when it comes to veganism, minimalism, zero waste etc. And I think it’s good. I mean we all want to do our best to help the world. And there are so many things we can do to make the world a little bit better.
There is lots of knowledge that you can’t ignore. So you adapt you try to change the way that you have been living and be the change you want to see in the world. But damn can it be hard sometimes. And how do you know that you are taking it on a bit too much? I would love to live zero waste but when I want to enjoy a nice evening with a good movie and chips I seem to already fail. Chips means plastic, lined with god knows what, and sure you can replace it with home-made chips etc. But then there seems to be a whole lot of shit involved that also contributes to waste. And that thai sweet chilli chips which you love, so much, has milk-powder in it. Because leaving that 3%* of milk powder out would ruin the taste. Seriously there are so many items that contain milk or egg powder that can so easily be left out. But why care for animals?
The industry is clearly not yet adapted to allow easy zero-waste (and vegan) living. So as much as I can try and do my best, I will. But for f*ck sake, sometimes I just want chips. And sometimes I will eat out and need a napkin (un-prepared zero waster I know) and that should all be okay too. Because if I start worrying about all that, adding up to wanting to eat fully vegan and all my life issues which I tend to over-dramatize, I wont live happy. And my happiness is important as well.
Eating vegan is a lot easier for me than living zero-waste but there are some issues I have. I know the life of an animal is more important then my sensory pleasure. Hell, I don’t even need animal products for good taste, that’s what seasoning is for. And the ‘vegan revolution’ really does help. I mean it’s 2018, we have vegan bacon, cheese, egg, etc. But some things really need a bit more change. And I’m just trying to figure out if I am the only person who struggles with these kind of things?
Am I doing something wrong? Or does everyone have these struggles but just keeps it for themselves?
*just making a number up here